I know I will make it through this week. I just feel like such a fool. I did talk to him yesterday and he was so mean. Just like before. He told me he didn't love me and he didn't want to be married. I don't get it. Just so strange.

I just feel so angry because I had moved on, I had accepted it, and I was ok. Because of this, I know I will be ok again....but why did he move back here? My guess is because he needs me and there I am letting him take advantage of me.

Ugh! I just want this to be over. Oh apparently since I want my name off of everything (the car and the apt. lease) and I want him to pay his own car insurance I am spiteful. Nice.


Kris