His actions are confusing too. I think he has dug himself in so deep that he just doesn't know what to do. He is trying to quit gambling, by himself and its not been very successful, he is not ready to accept that this is bigger than what he can handle on his own.
He calls me a lot, at least 4 or 5 times a day. I can tell when he is gambling because then he won't call me or will rush off of the phone. I know he is still talking, texting and seeing OW, but I don't think its nearly as hot and heavy as it was. He still questions whether or not its his because she was the only one with an STD. We still spend time together because of sports and he showed up out of the blue Friday night for awhile. He brought DD home on Sunday (he actually took her to a movie just the 2 of them). He invited me to go but I thought she needed the alone time with her Dad. I know I'm not supposed to listen to what he says, but sometimes he seems so sincere and I so badly want to believe what he says...that when the baby is born and they figure out paternity and get all that stuff figured out, then we will be able to try again. I want to believe it, but my naturally skeptical nature prevents me from embracing it whole-heartedly.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option
