two steps forward one step back two steps forward...
you get my drift...
it's okay sage. you apologized for your part ~ i know for me, apologies defintely mean more now than they have in a good long while...
every book i read says that reconcilitaion wont work unless the straying spouse is truly sorry and wants to make the marriage work
has H ever said these things? maybe he's going through some doubt? maybe what you said and did shook him up enough to rethink his part in the reconciliation...
