RE: email message to your H. Are you sorry for your actions or your words to H? Are you thinking of sending the email just to smooth things over or because you feel that something you did was handled badly? If you can't find the words for an email, what about a simple "Hallmark" card that says I'm sorry! A funny card or sincere card. What ever your since of style or H's style would appreciate? Maybe this would break the ice? Or maybe this is a bad idea? Or maybe you have nothing to say you are sorry for? Just feel guilty for backslide that has occurred?
Thinking of you. Maybe this backslide will break the ice for more major breakthroughs in the future. Sometimes the hard stuff needs to happen before more progress is seen. Maybe this was your time for a reality check on what you want to see in the future and how far you have come over the past 6 mos. Keep your chin up and think positive thoughts. What about acting "As if"
