Im'e glad that you are taking the initiative to Sleep with your W every night. If she didn't want you with her im'e sure she would let you know. Hey maybe the sleeping elsewhere will cease now. Who knows.
Change sounds like it might be a very good thing for you and W. Think of all the chances to connect on that nine hour flight. Wish I had that much time with H that he couldn't run and hide.
Maybe you just need to act as if and show even more willingness to accompany your W to Hawaii. A nine hour fight is nothing compared to all of the positives you could reap from the time you would have with her.
It sounds like you are headed in a good direction with very huge baby steps. im'e jealous(happily for you).
I would love to read the poem you wrote if you feel like posting it.
Have a wonderful day CL, Go for that position if you think it is something that will make YOU happy.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
