I know but that is the only time I bother to look. I had set that boundry and when I did I meant it so that is the only reason I do look to make sure that it is being honored.
He is lucky that I am being patient enough to except that even though he is not supposed to talk to her he is upset that she won't talk to him. He hasn't though about the fact that he isn't supposed to have contact at all except for work ansd only when neccesary. I do realize that he needs time to get over her but how long does it take. I feel myself starting to slowly slip away.
H is back to not wanting to do things that he enjoyed last year, like Bow shooting. Iv'e asked him to put the targets out so that we/I can shoot but he hasn't. Last night he said he really doesn't feel into it. Tomorrow when I get home from work I will set them up myself and go out to shoot alone.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
