It's funny, all this time, I have followed along, and there was something always missing. If you go and look at a lot of the sitches around here, there is the big meltdown. Well guess what? You finally had yours.
We all know how tough it is to be the pillar of support, and honor through all of this. There are times, and probably lots of them, that everyone here just wants to throw their hands up and yell "What about me?!?" You are human. So you let you emotions get a hold of you. The fact that it happened doesn't surprise me, the fact that it took this long does.
So now what? From some of the things you said, sound like you are ready to give up. However, I think that is still your frustration talking. Can you take a couple of days off work, just to have some Sage time? To recharge your batteries a little? Like she said, you can't be superwoman all the time. Maybe just a little rest and time away from the situation is what the doctor ordered.
I know God won't give me anything I can't handle. I just wish He didn't trust me so much.
