Caz -- Hi hon! I'm so glad to hear from you! (well, you know what I mean! I wish that neither of us felt the need to be here...)

Your words of support mean so much. I appreciate your confidence in me but...well, I'm not so sure I have the strength you think -- at this point, I'm not even sure what makes sense as the next step let alone implementing it! I think I'll probably send h an email apology with NO expectations of a response -- then take some time for myself and shoring me up. Oh, wait, I guess I do know what the next step is!!! ha.

Thanks for letting me know that you sent me an email! I hadn't checked that account for a few days. I've read what you sent and will reply soon. Please don't worry about detracting me from my own self-created misery I'm here for you always in the way that you have been here for me.

Sage

Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.