God, I can't believe how badly screwed up this is right now.
Why couldn't I have healed differently? I had so much of h, and yet I still wanted more. Bad db'ing I know but he had so much of ME and wanted it different, too. Why couldn't he have gathered me in his arms and told me everything would be ok? why couldn't I NOT have asked? why couldn't we each have taken a step towards each other -- even a baby one would have worked -- instead of giant steps away.
why is he sleeping like a baby in the other room while I'm bawling my eyes out?
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.
