But I miss her, I miss married life. I miss having a family. And I've said this before, I miss the physical touch (my LL) from the person I love. Selling the house makes me a little sad, but I'm not going to miss the place. I'm going to miss the life I had in it.
Right after the bomb, I had such low self esteem that I thought I would never have anyone in my life again. Now, with the help of you all, I feel much more confident that I will find someone to share my life with. But I worry about my ability to really give myself to someone, to really trust them, after 2 failed M's. But I hope that will just take time and the right person.
Well, ditto, ditto, ditto, ditto, ditto. There are just a bunch of us here who I think are kind of going through the same stuff at the same time. And through all that, you have been such a great friend to me (and others) G!!! I know you will find someone wonderful and I think be able to trust them in time. And maybe not 100%, but 99% or something like that, maybe that's healthier or smarter than trusting someone 100% anyway? Karen
