Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

By the way - after all the things she said about me this afternoon (which I don't know about) - she is being very nice to me.

Guys - this sucks - I don't know what to do.

Someone made a point earlier that she needs to know what it's like to live without me. I feel like I should help - but I think she does need to know what its like. She needs to figure this out for herself. But its hard to sit and watch someone you love so much, hurt so much.