Update - She told me she took one of her tranquilizer pills today. She had a panic attack last October at work. She went to the hospital and they prescribed a tranquilizer for her. A few months back she just called the doctor for a refill and they gave it to her - no questions asked. She took one after she got off the phone with me today. She's fairly numb tonight.

I feel like we are Casa Dysfunctional right now. I have to stop feeling sorry for myself right now and come up with a real plan.


M 43
W 44
M 17
T 22
S16,12,9
Bomb 2/05/08
I served her 1/06/09
S'd 3/15/09
D'd 12/21/09



"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.