Had an amazing weekend with h. There wasn't anything out of the ordinary in terms of activities, per se, but it just felt really good to be together. I guess I just felt comfortable and loved. Good stuff.

Friday we went to see "Spellbound" -- a documentary following a bunch of kids to the National Spelling Bee. It sounds, well, weird, but it was one of the most enjoyable movies I've seen in a long time. I would highly recommend it.

Saturday we went to the gym, then to breakfast, then some errands. I did some cleaning up around the house (good) -- some decluttering. Gotta, gotta, gotta get better at that. Sat. night we went to see the Sox play -- it was a great game!

Yesterday, h. had baseball -- he played SO AWESOMELY -- definitely overshadowed the rest of the team! Unfortunately, they still lost He relaxed a bit while I did some small errands then we went out to dinner with my dad and his family.

I was watching my dad with his son last night and it was so disconcerting -- dad is so angry all the time and irritable. It struck me that for a long time I used to lump h. into that category, too -- ASSumed that he was just like my father -- last night on the way home from dinner I told h. that and apologized. He was really great.

Have C. tonight. Been thinking a lot about forgiveness -- why I'm still so stuck on ow, etc. I'll post anything that warrants it ...

Sage

Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.