Mike, you are not screwed up. Everything you are feeling is normal & expected when going through a D. I think you've been coping amazingly. Stuff has just piled up.

Prozac is used for numerous things. It keeps serotonin (the feel good chemical) in your brain a little longer. That's it.
So, it can help with anxiety, anger, depression, etc. Go talk to your Dr. It's just a co-pay right. Tell him how you're doing, what you're going through. See what he thinks. It can't hurt to get the information on it at least. Maybe I'm way off base here. Maybe you're just going through the grieving process & this is part of it. I just know in my sitch, I couldn't pull myself up anymore. I wanted help. It was the right thing for me. jmo

M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months
4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10
I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.