For a long time I was disillusioned with my church due to the behavior of its organizational hierarchy. You have even more reason given the betrayal by your H and his station in your place of worship, not to mention the abject cowardice of the clergy and congregation, for despairing of religion. But I hope for your sake that is not the case, nor does it become the case, that you turn that against the Lord.
It does make me very angry that stbx was "allowed" to commit adultery but, it certainly doesn't turn me against the Lord. I just needed a breather and to summons the courage to go to another church by myself...
