I understood 2 or 3 things

[SueS]

I have this feeling I never had in my life, where I feel I will never fall in love again, I don't really want to be with anybody, yes I would put an effort to try with W but I don't know if I could patch the wounds. This also gives me sadness. I hope I am going in the future to be able to love somebody again.

rop- I truly think that most of us go through this exact feeling. I'm not one that's really in a spot to put myself out there soon either, but I feel better about the possibilities of new love in the future than I did before. Talking to OW's H, he said the same thing.....who wants a 45 yr. old man with 4 kids. I told him that someone will see a loving, caring man, not just a man with kids. It's out there for all of us.

SueS