I'm not trying to control anything because I know I can't.
It's just a lack of respect thing I think..I sense no respectorconsideration from her and it really makes me angry. Not angry all the time but like flashes of anger for short periods..like I'll think of something that was said and just get so pissed..beyond pissed, then I'll level out and be Ok for a while.
That's EXACTLY what I was going through for months. But, it's gone now. I don't know how much is related to an anti-anxiety pill, & how much because of all the other stuff. sorry.
M 19 years, MC for 8 months, DB'd for 8 months 4 kids; 18, 15, 14, & 10 I was never meant to be a doormat. It took me years of therapy to become assertive enough to stop his abuse.
