For the Guy with kids and a WW5

[hopeful4her]

Its been a rough week. I hope that she really thinks. The good thing is that her move is postponed. I hate that it is because she got sick. She has to rely on me right now. I know she is hating it. I hate it because she has not choice but to rely on me and that looks bad for me. At least in her eyes, I think.

We have been having some good days. I keep giving her some truth darts. Life in general darts. For example, she gets really frustrated with the house. The puppy mess is crazy. She was ready to chuck it all.

She let our lab mix be an indoor dog about 2 years ago. Potty training it was hell. Really messed up our carpet, but she didn't really do much of the training. She didn't think of the mess it would make. Later she is complaining about the carpet, the stains, the smell. Lets just move.

We also talked about how she has told me very ugly things. The things she says out of frustration. I told her that I have learned to weed out the things she says. I had to. She didn't realize the effect it has. How things don't come out the way she intends. She made S14 mad during our talk. I had to explain what she meant to say to him.

I told her that God keeps on keeping us together, somehow. She did not want to see it that way. He kept me from moving out when she got sick last year. He now has kept her from moving out by making her sick again.

How can someone be so blind? I just don't understand.