Just journalling ...

Good things that happened yesterday:
1. Did yoga for a while after I got home and while I was doing it, I heard h. out in the kitchen making himself dinner. when I was done, went out there and he had made ME a plate of food, too. This was SO sweet and a big deal in a couple of ways -- just sheer niceness + his confidence that he could/would make me something that I would be happy about. Good stuff.

2. h. and I had a good talk about his school and some stuff that came in the mail for him. I really like that he's talking with me about what's going on for him...

3. h. did a ton of work on the "office" room in the house.

What didn't go well:
Just my own crud -- h. went off to check his email last night and my heart did a double flip. THEn I felt bad about feeling bad...gotta get off this ride that I've put myself on!

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I need some new goals. I need time to think of them and write them down. Goal #1: make new goals.

Sage


Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.