Fact is i never got them until now... now i look forward to going to the gym, in fact i am overly anxious.. it's a good thing... better than going and having 12 beer or going out and being dumb..
i know it's a long road ahead.. and takes time. Going to the gym helps keep my mind busy , although guess what i think about the whole time i am running.. yep the big D ..doh!
i went thru the whole day without contacting W.. when i get home i will grab my shorts and a shirt and head to the gym.. after that go home grab a bite, and watch a movie maybe.. or maybe goto a movie by myself..
she will ask " where were you" i am sure of it.. i guess i tell her eh?
