Thanks for checking on me, smartcookie. Today is a so-so day. I haven't broken down - yet - so I view it as somewhat of a good day I've been reading the posts on this website like crazy and you're right - it does help me get some perspective on what my husband might be feeling. Although truthfully, since the separation first began, we've been able to be completely honest with each other about our feelings in a way we were never able to while living together. Go figure...
Every day is a constant struggle - emotionally, mentally, and sometimes physically. I'm just so tired of the turmoil, the confusion, the guilt, the pain...
There's got to be a light at the end of the tunnel somewhere, and that's the thought that gets me through every single day.
Me (WAW) 30 H (LBS) 31 T since 6/10/1994 M 8/8/98 No kids S 3/10/08 D filed 6/9/08; put on hold 7/14/08 D finalized 10/13/08
I've been reading the posts on this website like crazy and you're right - it does help me get some perspective on what my husband might be feeling. Although truthfully, since the separation first began, we've been able to be completely honest with each other about our feelings in a way we were never able to while living together. Go figure...