Thank you guys. It's a good feeling to have this board to come to. Even when I blow it and act emotional, you all still accept me, tell me the hard truth and encourage me. I thought for sure I'd be kicked off the island by now. lol
I'm feeling bad for this girl. She's taking it hard. Her page now says: "this is the worst day of my life, hard to say goodbye but have to do it sometime, thankful for good friends to get me through this day". I sent her an email saying that I am sorry that I hurt her and that wasn't my intent. I really thought she should know. I said some other stuff that I can't remember right now, nothing bad but just along the lines that I was sorry she was hurting and that I understood that kind of pain. I won't message her again but it is really killing me how she's hurting. She deleted him from her profile, too.
Oh well...*deepsigh*... I got a nap with the baby and now I'm cooking for the kids (mine and their friends). Had a cup of coffee and am thinking about catching a walk before it rains again. Thanks for reading my saga. I'm not sure where to go from here. I just don't want to talk to him anymore.