we all think that once we are M the coast is clear and that the original sentiments that were present back them should remain regardless. M is a plant that will die without constant care.
Try to focus on the present/future, thinking of the past will just set you back. Of course it is nearly impossible at the time to not think of it, but for your own peace of mind you must force yourself to change your mind frame.
What good book have you read lately? what you think of the most will grow, if it is neg. thoughts, well, those will engulf you.Take care ok?
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.