This is a LONG process, you're analyzing everything way too much. There's no way you can know what your W is thinking
You seem to be doing better, glad that the Realtor went well. Your sitch still has a lot of hope, but you need to back off and detach for a while.
Hi Jon,
i will look for DR today when i goto the doc.. so far i've lost 17 pounds.. everyone says i look good, but most importantly, i feel good! .. i am eating healthier than ever..
I am going to talk to my boss about a raise, with them moving me up in the corporation, i think it's only fair.
Today i am going to ask to go back on Champix, to quit smoking for good..
Today , i have made no contact other than telling W that i will be in Washington state for week of Jul 21.. as a FYI because of our dogs.. that's it.. said something like " FYI i will be in WA week of Jul 21-25"
WAW describes EXACTLY my Wife..
I know it's a long process.. and i have to practice patience..
If i get my raise i may keep the house we built...
just going to keep going to the gym-working-getting quality sleep..repeat..
some people here (the HR lady says she cannot believe how well i am taking everything)..