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[Silent Chrleader]

Thanks for the encouragement, MrsH. I know this is his own journey and I have to take care of me, but I just keep looking for the sweet, tender, man I thought I knew all these years and I miss him so. I know that if he is the man I think he is, he will eventually see the light, but right now it sure doesn't seem likely. Sometimes I am afraid that I just imagined him. I get so angry that he is just doesn't want to care about anything but himself. And, I wonder even if he does "come around" how will I ever get over this pain or trust him again?