Hi lwb and running. I agree, it came out well and it was a point on my side..... but... I feel I am still losing at this game. Running, you are right to the point - it is the sadness - it comes and go - but it is there in the bottom of my heart. I have this feeling I never had in my life, where I feel I will never fall in love again, I don't really want to be with anybody, yes I would put an effort to try with W but I don't know if I could patch the wounds. This also gives me sadness. I hope I am going in the future to be able to love somebody again.