Oh I bet you're a heck of a lot stronger than you're giving yourself credit for. The good thing about this forum is that you will no longer be in limbo and everyone here knows how tough it is making that transition. At least now you know that you have to move on and remake your life into whatever you want it to be, and your choices are endless. Everyone here is great and really supportive. Besides that, we even have a few laughs.
So, over here we have a tradition of the first poster getting a drink of their choice.....I'll take a cosmo please.