I so understand everything that you wrote, been there, done that.
Thes best thing for me about working after ex left was that between 8:30 & 4:00 I felt like a normal prson. When I would go home I would fall apart? So getting out of town and the change of scenery gave me peace. When we're home everywhere we look there is a reminder of our former life.
The thing about wanting to believe that H & OW aren't together was another biggie for me. I guess for me as long as I thought that there wasn't someone else that meant there was always a chance. I wanted to believe everything he said and in fact could never reconcile myself to the thought that someone I loved could look me in the eye and boldface lie. I still don't understand how someone could do that.
I'm so glad you had such a good time and that you were surrounded by people who care.
