you sound really strong and I hope you see that you have gone through a trial by fire and become a better person. We suffer because of other peoples' bad choices, not brought on by God, but by other's doing. However, I am fully confident that He will bring out a much better life for each of us out of the ashes of the old one, He promised He'll replenish what was lost 10 fold, if only we believe in him and trust him and thank him already for what he can and is capable of doing for us. Your very first post is awesome, I hope many here take your advice.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.