I slept last night because I took a sleeping pill. This morning H had responded to his email and it said "If that's what you have to do, then do it. I am not gonna sit here and explain my methods of madness to you (WTF??). As far as the arrangements for the money, I think we both know how that will go. I am tired of stressing about money, so whatever happens happens."
I hate him. I mean it. I am stuck with this damn house and living with my mom while he has his apartment to cheat on me in. NO wonder he wasn't ready for me to move in.
I really hate him for doing this to me the week before that wedding. It is already going to be emotional. I am also the matron of honor and I have to give a speech. I will never get through it.
