I agree with you and how you hate to see my H doing the things he is still doing. I dont deserve half of the crap I am trying to put up with and get through.
I am pretty jealous that you H is already acting like a real H again and showing you he wants to be with you and around you all the time.
My H acts like a alien still. It's always the alcohol/bars that makes our problems come to the surface. My H and I had a fight this weekend and now things are really wierd and awkward again.
I feel like I just cant win. I want this to work so bad, but I am very fearful that my H is still in this crisis and I want to get back the man that I love. He seems to not exist anymore.
Good Luck with things, as I said I am pretty jealous - but really happy for you the way things are going so well in your sitch. TIPPER
