Sunday was a good day. I tried to fix the Garage door opener but found that I could not by pass a safety sensor that went out. (Probably a good thing). So I had to order a new one. Then MIL wanted me to buy a lawn mover for her yard. (I have been taking mine over. I shopped around and when I found the one I wanted I went back to that store but it was gone. They sold the last one (floor model). ½ hour earlier. This is not a bad thing though. They are getting more on Thursday so I will get a new one out of the box. W was “upset/bothered” about out money sitch. AGAIN. She said “I should just go get an $8.00 an hour job so we can get by.” I said I can start working overtime again. I was not sure how I should have answered her statement. Should I have said “yes you should” or “maybe you should”? 18 more days till Retro. This morning in the shower I started getting that “I should just give up” feeling… Then on the way to work I heard “Kansas” “carry on my wayward son” So I was inspired again. I am still scared. I don’t know why. I am making arraignment for my son to have a sleep over that weekend today. I guess that is another sign that it IS HAPPENING. This will be the first time in years son has slept somewhere without W or I around...
Got ta get to work talk to ya later
H
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
