I cannot stand it, S5 looked at me tonight with his big blue eyes and said, dad, when is mommy comming home. I about lost it right there. What do you say to a 5 year old. He loves his mom so much, my God.
What do you say to a 5 year old, I told him his mommy was working and she would be with him shortly. This is tearing me up inside. I'm hanging in there, trying to keep busy, so much to do, I think of W almost every minute of everyday, remembering when things were good and thinking of her in some OM arms.
I always write: Well "Always Look on the Bright Side of Life" I hear whistling in my head. I'll find love again someday. What is the bright side of a little boy wanting his mommy, to hold him, to kiss him, to tuck him into bed and chase his fears away.
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose in life that's important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
