Wow, spent too much time inside of my own head this weekend. Scary place to be alone.
I found that I do have more anger in there than I thought I did. More hurt and sadness. Stuff that I probably buried down deep and never planned to let out.
I cycled through so many emotions related to my wife this weekend. From anger to hate to pity to love and back again.
I decided for sure that I don't want her back. It's too disgusting a thought to have her in my bed again. Not that it even seems to be an option, but if it were I know I'm done.
