Oh there's definitely that part of you that hopes the whole thing blows up and that OW shows her true colors and turns into the wicked witch that she really is.
Umm... not just "part" of me hopes this...
Originally Posted By: runningoutoftime
This did not mean that I was not determined to find my own happiness. I eventually learned (after a lot of pain) that I would in time find happiness with or without him.
I know this is true. It's just hard to realize some days.
Especially, when my stbx continues to get back on the fence of indecision every one in a while. He always goes back to ow but for some reason it catches something in my heart.. even though I KNOW what the outcome will be... How do I completely detach from that??
He has even mentioned the possibility of us "dating" again after the D is final.. Do people really do that?? What is the thought process there?? Do people really go out and play the field only to discover the best thing they had going for them was right in their own backyard and expect that the X will be there waiting for them?? I just can't imagine saying "Ok, let's date after we're D'd"... What's the point of d'ing then??
