Watching the kids while W goes to OM

[lynn97]

Here's the latest.

We had a long chat tonight. It did feel nice to talk things out for a change. She broke it off with the OM..or he broke it off, I'm not really sure about this one exactly. Either way I told her if it's not over I can't be your friend or have any deep talks with you, etc.

We talked about moving back in together. Sounds nice, but I think it's too early. She is still uncertain she wants to work it out with me. Not sure if that is the "addiction" talking or she really thinks we can't improve things or what. I have no doubt we can make it work, granted it will be a hard road, but not impossible.

I left her tonight and while I could tell she wanted me to stay I'm not ready for that step until she is ready to work it out with me. She has to decide if she want me and until she does I'm going to distance myself so she can decide.

Lynn