like a BB in a boxcar.....

[hoosiermama]

Thank you. No, I haven't lost my faith in the least. I work in ministry as well, mostly pastoral care, and I couldn't do it if I didn't have some peace about suffering. This isn't God's fault, and I'm sure He's weeping along with D and me. This is poor choices, poor priorities, unbridled narcissism, and the temporary insanity that is MLC. And maybe the enemy at work as well. Good always triumphs, love is far more powerful than anything else. God will provide me with the strength I need to get D through this, and I hope H will eventually find healing. However, I know it will be a long road, and he has to walk it by himself.