Hey everyone, thanks for checking in on me. several notes:
1. just got a call from a old friend, I haven't talked to her in several months. She is the gossip of the old group and never calls me. Only thing I can think of is that word has reached her of W leaving me and the kids.
2. My brother came over today to help out with some work around the house, I timed it so he would show up while W was at the pool with the kids, it rained so W came home early, she say my brother and didn't even get out of her car, she just dropped off the kids and drove away. She respects my brother very much and I was suprised that she didn't even stop to say hello.
3. my neighbor and I talked some today and she said, W is gone, W is sick, and I agree with this point, W will never come back, becasue she would never admit she was wrong, she would never say I made a mistake. If she ever did this it would be a miracle, thats why I have posted before I give my marriage a 10% chance of working out. Or a 5% chance she will say she made a mistake and a 5% chance I'll forgive her for screwing around on me.
Thinking of you all, sorry venting
We all have a long haul ahead of us, good or bad it's the path we choose in life that's important.
M45 W41 M10 3/4 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
