Separated 5 years.

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Well, saw my husband tonight. It was our son's 25th birthday, so we got together and had a dinner out and gave him some gifts. My son loves his father so. It was nice to see the two of them together.

I looked as good as I possibly could. I smiled and joked and enjoyed the evening.

Now I'm back home and I'm so sad that my husband does not see me as anything but a friend, and really not a close friend.

Trying to be optimistic and upbeat. But it takes a lot out of me to see him.