I feel very upbeat today. First because I feel that God is working in my marriage. Second everything went very well with my W and her parents. With her parents, most of the focus was on the truck. They weren't here long cause they needed to get back. After they left my W was here for about another 30-40 min. We had some general conversation which felt productive, but nothing was ever brought up about our S or R, I was glad for that. She was getting ready for work, fixing her hair and make-up. Anyhow she was wearing a black one piece dress, one of those that you pull on. It had a deep V-cut in the front with shiny black lace around the edges and tied at the waist to one side in front. Also had some open toed strap shoes with a low heal. The dress really made her figure look great. Now with this black dress against her dark tan, her hair and make-up fixed, I just kept thinking "Damn she looks Hot." I did complement her a few times on different things and she said thanks and seemed appreciative. After cleaning the truck and seeing her like this I was thinking I need to get cleaned up, she needs to skip work and we need to go on a date. I know I can't be that forward right now but being patient, I do think and pray that that day will come. Oh yeah, as she was leaving she did make the move to give me a hug, I hugged her, walked her to the car pat her on the back and told her to have a good day. She said I will talk to you later. I hope we can continue with baby steps and move forward. I for myself am just going to wait for whenever she calls, I want to give her that space and time and me just be patient. I am trying to let her set the pace and take her lead and only respond when the time looks right in whatever the situation.
Anyways I will be looking forward to hearing your thoughts on my updated sitch.
