Breathe....deep breaths....you're going through hell right now and we've all been there.This is a good place to be when you need support. Be prepared for the OW sitch though. When men leave, that is usually the case. I know that you think there isn't, and I pray you are right, but it almost always comes to light that there is another woman waiting in the wings.

You've already done the right thing by ordering Divorce Busting. also read Divorce Remedy, which I found to be more helpful.