No wonder my H is so empty inside. He is always looking for the reward whenever he does something for somebody. The "you're such a great guy. Wow you really are special." Nothing is done unless he can be sure to get a pat on the back or he thinks it makes him look good in the eyes of other. It must be a very exhausting life to live that way....always filled with anxiety on if you are going to be good enough and liked enough. No wonder he doesnt have any close friends. Doesnt know how to truly love. Sad when you think about it. I guess that is why I am not angry with him, sure I dont like the choice he has made, but I think he is making them out of desperation.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
