Karen, how I wish that were the way it was. I would rather find the joy in this mess than the despair that I continually feel. Although it is getting better with each day. I still cant let go of him though. I am detaching much better but my heart just doesnt want to believe that he just is not good enough for me.
From what I have read, I will get there but is sure is one h$ll of a long journey.
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008