Karen, how I wish that were the way it was. I would rather find the joy in this mess than the despair that I continually feel. Although it is getting better with each day. I still cant let go of him though. I am detaching much better but my heart just doesnt want to believe that he just is not good enough for me.

From what I have read, I will get there but is sure is one h$ll of a long journey.


Broken Hearted
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Me - 36
H - 37
S - 8
Married - 1992
ILYNILWY - August 2007
Moved Out - March 2008
OW Revieled - May 28, 2008
Filed for D - July 2, 2008

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