another date set today!

[jandn]

Thinking of the next step to make. I've been burning all the pics off my computer onto cd's so I could give to W tomorrow when I think I am going to see her at the relators office tomorrow. As much as I want it to be pleasant with W tomorrow, always seems impossible, wont be able to agree on things.

Just go over stuff in my head that W has said in this past year, especially when she was crying wolf a few times she would call up and want me to come home to be a family. I wonder so much the last time W has been down and thought about things and been sadened by it all. Sat down and wrote to W but know not to send it. Nothing pressuring, just how I thought how much of a dummy I have been the past couple of years not listening to her. Also the paths we have been dealt and dealing with them.