Yes I think it did come out but he won't ever admit that.

I'll try to keep up some mystery. Trying different things.

Right now I feel kind of ditsnce there is just so much going on right now.

A friend of h's had surgery for colon cancer and H has been helping him. He had an appt yesterday and H wanted ro take him as he is all alone but, had to work. Soooo he mentioned maybe OW would take him.
this bothers me because in a way I feel that there is still talking going on between them. Don't know what to do about that be sides sit on it for a while. Iv'e told him no contact except work and only when neccesary but he is still telling me her not talking bothers him. This tells me that he is willing to walk all over the boundry that i set.

JAK

You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez