WOW!! progress w H? Keeping my PMA

[pisces9]

thanks ms ladybug- i do feel a bit psycho now that i look at my annie song!
YIKES!

you are one funny bug!

i wasn't expecting him to call-
maybe i was expecting him to call and cry and say he wants me back!
but just recalling the words he said about the D initially in our talk and then at the end when he said i don't want to give you false hope-
its so sad.. he is so lost and i just want to reach out and grab him ( i did whap his butt as a joke during our talk)...
there were a lot of god times too and he seemed to really hear and acknowledge what i said...he is looking for answers yet this whole time i doubt if he reached out to anyone.

my plans:
pedicure/manicure/ yoga tonight

party tomorrow for friend (vet school)!

Saturday night- hang out maybe w fam

sunday no plans- maybe hang w mom- shop....


thanks jack- i am letting my fears get to me...ill try to stay on the upswing.