What do I want from life?

[sage]

He expects to already right away feel the love and not hurting anymore feeling. He said why don't I feel like Shiny or Sage or Ellies H's.

Hmmm...Pam, is the dilemma that your h. has been reading our recent threads but not the early ones? The ones WAY back (least that's the way it feels) -- 6+ months ago for me -- that show what a long road this has been? There was plenty of angst and "as if" and "I don't want this anymore" stuff then (hell, there still IS for me! I'm surprised that didn't scare him away! )

anyway -- it's great to show him that things can get to this point...maybe it's time to show him what it took to get here to Piecing?

Sage