Mulesqb still getting kicked in the a$$

[mulesqb]

Hey guys - Help me - I just slipped up. My W just called me at the office and kept me on the phone for over a half hour. She is very emotional today. She talked about trying to be more open to the boys sports schedules and that she knows she is giving them a hard time. She said that on Sunday that maybe I should stay home and take S14 to his game instead of going to the party. She said she wants me to go but she knows that my S14 has missed a couple of things and she doesn't want to make him miss again for a function on her side. She also said that she is going to come to my S10 game tomorrow morning after she meets with her psychologist.

She then talked about saving money and her job and paying bills. She said that she is getting closer to her parents again and that she is looking forward to going to her therapist tomorrow. She said she knows we are spending a lot of money right now and wants to slow down and that the meeting with her L cost $350 and she is still going to meet with another one and that this is very hard. She said that since she is only working 2 days a week she is going to fire the cleaning woman that she has come every 2 weeks. That will save us $200 a month. She was talking about a lot of things and very emotional and I just stayed on the phone with her but was thinking that here I go again - letting her rope me in and not detaching. Why do i keep letting her do that to me?? She again thanked me for being so good about this and knows it's really hard.

So here i am again - a zombie at work with a lump in my throat the size of a softball. The A1 sucker who can't let go.