i don't know why, it feels like the right thing to do
i am thinking of sending this email to xf

XF, I can't help that you believe the things about me that you do. I don't defend myself against lies, what is true is for you to sort out, I have faith that you eventually will. Commiting to put over 2 years of baggage behind me, I have realized that a realationship with you would have been ufair to all of us without doing so. I can now have the life that I have wanted for my boys and I, stress free and without past debts hindering me. I invited you to share that life because I value you, and love your and S11 company. You are a wonderful woman, and an awesome mother. The fact that you choose to no longer be a part of this is a regrettable loss, but out of my hands. I can't force you, and we are both above me begging. I wish you and S11 nothing but the best, and will always look at the time we spent together as the funnest and most fulfilling of my life. Catch ya later, Richie

Last edited by phoenyx; 06/20/08 01:38 PM.
I don't care what you think, as long as it's about me.