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[phoenyx]

s9 wants to be in rugby for the summer, it is durring xw time so i told him to run it by her....
(cue europes the final countdown ringtone)
me: hello
her: yeah, if you want s9 to do this rugby thing then it's on you, i already told you that i had classes with s4
me: yeah, i had him run it by you because we are both his parents and it is both of our decisions
you: well this is on you
me: okie dokie
her:
<click>

15 minutes pass by
(cue dukes of hazzard text message tone)
her:
U say ok like i did somethig wrong. I told u i had class with s4. U b the good or bad guy. Don't make me b.
me:
Ran it by U cuz it's ur time with him. Simple as that. Not a good or bad guy thing. Chill Kar
her:
don't tell me what to do. my name is kari
me:
OMG!!!! I'm gonna take you on Dr Phill
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k just kidding about the dr phill part. I didn't respond at all. I figure being me is the best bet.


Haven't heard from XF, she wants no contact with me, but seemed to enjoy the fact that I saw her and new dude together when I had to give her some money I owed her(he drove). A friend told me that neither of them have been going to work. She has no leave time so she won't be getting paid. I do worry about her, but am detached enough that I won't let it affect me. Had a big faith day today, believe that something happened. A lot of signs without looking for them. I feel like I want to pray her out of this, because no one else gives a damn about her. So legaly she isn't my wife, I guess I say big deal, she deserves compassion and a little faith in her as much as anyone else. I have nothing bad to say about her. And I miss her and her son. I am strong enough to be with her or without her, but I am going to go with-with her. It is bizzare because our breakup had very little to do with our R, and it was out of no where.

I always rise up from the situation I am in. I will be okay, and my boyz and I will have a good life. I am a strong man, and my baggage is finally behind me. I have learned a valuble lesson. Don't start something new, until the old is gone. The old is gone.